M. Cattleya's Poems

Air laut biru muda Memantulkan wajah cakrawala Jernih seperti mata dewa Segar memercik muka Beberapa perahu berlayar Layarnya putih terbentang lebar Kokoh seperti sayap camar Menyambut angin laut yang segar Berdiri di atas buritan Angin bebas menerpa tanpa hambatan Sungguh segar angin kurasakan Hingga hilang kepenatan Ombak berdebur ke pantai Lembut menyentuh kakiku santai Burung-burung beryanyi ramai Semarakan pantai landai Kerang-kerang berserakan Sinar mentari dipantulkan Hingga warnanya putih berkilauan Cemerlang seperti berlian Halusnya pasir laut Menyentuh kakiku lembut Gelombang datang berlari kusambut Ku nikmati pantai sampai hari berkabut Di atas dahan angin bertiup kencang Menggerakan daun-daun seakan terbang Rela angin ku tantang Tuk melihat pemandangan luas terbentang Beberapa rumah di dataran tinggi Begitu anggun berdiri Pohon-pohon berjajar mengelilingi Pemandangan luas tak terhalangi Sep 2004

Aku kembali Meski ku tau kau tak lagi ada di sini Merenung di telaga sunyi Mengingat masa-masa yang telah pergi Air telaga begitu tenang Tanpa riak, tanpa gelombang Burung-burung siang pulang ke sarang Saat magrib menjelang Air telaga berwarna abu-abu biru Dikelilingi hijau pohon perdu Membiaskan warna hijau, biru dan abu-abu Mengingatkanku pada warna matamu Matahari merah tembaga beranjak ke peraduan Bumi mulai diselimuti kegelapan Udara dingin menuruni perbukitan Angin berhembus menerpa pepohonan Telaga teduh, lembut menenangkan Membawa kita pada kenangan Wajah langit kelam terpantulkan di permukaan Ada kekosongan & kehampaan Begitu hening & senyap Saat lututku kudekap Ku dengar langkah-langkah di antara gelap Tapi mataku tak sempat menatap Malam suram, langit buram Rembulan bersembunyi di balik awan Ku berjalan sendiri di antara kegelapan Meninggalkan telaga penuh kenangan 21 Sep 2004

Di antara desiran angin Ku dengar suaramu Di antara lambaian daun-daun Ku lihat matamu Di antara koridor sepi Ku dengar langkahmu Di antara tumpukan buku Ku baca namamu Di antara jejalan situs internet Ku lihat karyamu Dan di antara penyangkalanku Ku lihat kamu, utuh… Masih menantiku Agustus, 2004

Kuning mentari pagi Menyapa beku hati Apalah arti hidup ini Sejak kau pergi Siang bekerja Tak ada lagi tawa Dunia seakan tak berwarna Tanpa dirimu kulara Malam temaram Saat ku pulang Menelusuri jalan-jalan buram Merenungi masa-masa yang hilang Agustus, 2004

Senja jingga Di tepi telaga Ada duka Ada air mata Wajah sayu Bermata abu-abu Berkata sendu Kita masih khan bertemu Kau pergi Esok pagi Mengiringi mentari Dan tak kembali Agustus, 2004

Sore itu begitu pucat Putih tanpa warna dan lembab Seiring angin bertiup ke arah barat Kulangkahkan kaki dengan berat Pergi… Meninggalkanmu… Ku tengok damar Dia melambai, ‘Selamat tinggal’, katanya Ku tengok awan Sendu termangu, kemudian berkata ‘Akhirnya kau pergi juga,’ Ku tengok langit Mengintip diantara barisan awan, ‘Aku benci perpisahan’, katanya. Ku tengok engkau, Diam seraya menatap dalam ‘Kapan kau kembali?’ tanyanya Kamis, 7 Okt 2004

You’re still the one Even though so many doubts come Hope Has been coming & going Through the years Up & down It hard to keep it alive But it’s still there Reserve .... For you Sun, 6/4/2008

Deep thinker man Not only think about science experiment He thinks about life Which drown him so deep He shows compassion Not only in imagination He wonders about love Which brings him hope He considers other’s feeling That’s my darling Fri, 4/4/08

You’re my summer breeze The only one I miss Just watching you from the East Make my pain ease Your energy envelope me with peace I always long for your kisses Cause, you make my life bliss Stay here, please Fri, 4/4/08

Gentle touch Shake my heart Snatch my soul Grab my mind I’m dying Unless… Being with you Only with you… Wed, 1/4/08

Tender heart Opens his arms Invite me to come To feel the comfort To breathe the love You’re forever mine, I hope Till the end of world Wed, 1/4/08

Searching the meaning of life What a hard & rough long journey Leave us confuse To stay on the path Or follow the mainstream The materialistic world Has no meaning But there is where most of people are going And recognized as winners Glory but empty Happy but worry Rich but uncontent Your soul despair But it sound fair For you only pursue money See what you get now Misery Mon, 3/3/08

Live just for the body Let the soul empty You put me in agony Damn, life philosophy It just make my body achy Even though it set my mind free Virtue, they say it too brainy For them, what most important is money Because, they’re meany Mon, 30/3/08

Life goes on I’m not in your team anymore Think by your own Or you will be torn You need to learn to be brave Even though you need some break stand up for what you believe Like what the hero did Thu, 10/01/2008

Grey eyes, Grey eyes Make me say yes, yes for ideas you say in the beautiful rainy day Gentle look, gentle look above the book make me lost into the world of oz Deep thinker man, deep thinker man you touch my heart and also my soul to make me a whole Tue, 25/3/2008

Deep Thinker Man Always on my mind Never be faded Until my last breath I always wonder Between the smell of flowers “Will you be mine?” In the year of 2009 There is nothing I can do Except wait & see Under the shade of tree for you to come back to me Tue, 25/3/2008